caw caw motherfuckers
To everyone who’s been asking for.. uh.
Always reblogging Miyu’s little comic strips
Everything settled, I’m a man.
(via magicandmirth)
(Source: undeniabledilemma, via fluxxe)
It’s kind of awkward seeing as she doesnt’t follow me so she can’t see this (not like she’ll ever know about this anyway).
I don’t think she even remembers I have a tumblr.
But anyway I’m gonna take a minute to just be a complete idiot and pretend someone’s gonna read these lines and talk back to me which is what I’d like.
I was the biggest moron there is on earth. I fucked it big time and I got what I deserved (and I was a complete fucktard about getting what I deserved right after too, which is to say I continued to be the biggest moron there is on earth for a while after we broke up).
She’s away now so i don’t now, It’s weird I guess, how we grew apart and now she can just live her life happily away from me.
Not like I wouldn’t want her to, I mean I’m super happy she does, I’m super happy she made friends and met new people and she’s enjoying what she’s studying and seems to be having so much fun all the time (even though I do think she could use some more sleeping). I’m really happy everything’s going well for her, but I do miss her like hell.
I miss going to hers and picking her up and taking her somewhere quiet to just talk silly and be stupid like we used to because those were the days, right? It was so sweet.
I’ve been with other people ever since but It hasn’t been the same, I’m sorry.
It’s just been almost two years since we broke up and I still think about her sometimes.
Because she wasn’t only pretty but also beautiful, like, there wasn’t a single mean bone in her body, she was all good and sweet, just helpful all the time. Truth is she did get taken advantage of all the time, which to me just made her sweeter since I felt like I had to take care of her (even though she didn’t really need me to, she could -and can- handle life all by herself).
I love how she was always smiley and bubbly and it was so obvious when she had a bad day even though she tried to hide it because she didn’t want others to notice and worry about her. She didn’t have those many, but she had some, and in those bad days all she needed was being heard and cuddles.
She also found it quite awkward to look at people in the eyes all the time when she was talking to them if she didn’t know them too well, so she just looked elsewhere.
And then when she was cold or tired or needy of hugs she’d get closer to someone and just lay her head on their shoulder or something like that. She was (and I believe she still is) quite touchy, contact-loving though not in a sexy way (not all the time at least), she needed caresses and cuddles to be comfortable.
Uh just getting a little bit too carried away here, don’t you think? My point is I do miss her.
I miss her very much and I’m so sorry I fucked it up.
I’m not trying to win her back though cuz I had my shot and failed so now it’s up to someone else to get her.
Whoever that person is, good luck and you better be nice.
That sounded so bad, I just meant I remembered I had a tumblr and I’m gonna scroll down hers for a while. She seems to have uploaded a lot of artwork since I last saw it which is good because her artwork is good.
Getting down on the creeping tonight.
Ex-girlfriend creeping night is on.
